What are you afraid of? I used to be afraid of what lurked under my bed. Full disclosure:
I still won’t let any of my limbs protrude from surface of the bed top at night. I’m petrified of snakes. And for about the last nine years I’ve had an intense fear that something will harm my three children. You should see how tightly I hold them approaching even a one-foot ledge. Fear is real
And it also isn’t new. As I read the scriptures I encounter again and again three simple words: Do. Not. Fear. An angel appeared to Mary, and his first words were, “Do not fear.” Just moments later in the story a multitude of the heavenly host appear to shepherds with the greeting, “Do not fear.” And it happens many more times including an instance where Jesus is walking to his disciples on the water (yes, I said on), and he greets them saying, “It is I. Do not fear.” The scriptural message is clear. We do not need to be afraid. But, if I’m honest, I’m still a little freaked out by what might be wandering around in the dark. What’s up with that?
A few days ago my children and I were sitting on our deck taking in a soft rain when in the distance we heard the gentle rumbling of thunder. My son Kelly looked at me without missing a beat and said, “Daddy, Ooo! Thunder!” As the words escaped his mouth he jumped into my lap and curled into a little ball. After savoring every piece of his little hug, I said, “Kelly it’s just thunder You don’t have to be afraid.” To which he responded with the last thing I expected to hear. He said, “I know, Daddy. I want to be afraid.”
It made me wonder, absent the things that everyone should be afraid of (like snakes), sometimes do we simply choose fear? I know I have, and why not. Fear I know what to do with. Scream and jump into my daddy’s lap (figuratively, of course). But let’s face it: We don’t have to fear, we want to. And so we do. We are afraid to make ourselves vulnerable. Afraid to open ourselves up to others. We are afraid to take risks. Afraid to take meaningful steps towards a seemingly distant future because we are sure we will fail or because we are sure thedestination is too far away. We are afraid, not of the monsters under our bed, but the monster we convince ourselves we are. We are afraid of getting hurt, of hurting others, and afraid of death.
And all of that is probably why our God keeps coming to us with those three simple words: Do. Not. Fear. Because God knows we are a people who want to be afraid—who know what to do with that. But God longs for something altogether different for us. God offers us another path. Not ‘wanting’ fear, but not ‘wanting’ at all.
When you feel fear, when you choose it, remember his words: The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want… Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil for you are with me, Amen
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